プリンス オブ オレンジ カルチャー スクールです。悩んだり、怒ったり、一人でイライラしたり、あとで考えると、どうでもいいような事で焦っていたり、ふと気が付くと、胸にポッカリ穴が開いたような空しさに泣けてきたりしますよね。何で生きているんだろう?私は誰なんだろう?短い人生ですよね。両腕を少し広げたくらいの一生で、もうどの位生きたのでしょう。今まで私は何をやってきたんだろう!皆答えを探しながら忙しく生きてきました。答えを出すと、また新しい問題が生じます。限りが無いのです。律儀に考えすぎず、少し立ち止まってご自分の時間を限りなくスローにしてみてはいかがですか?
7/10/2011
Self-contradiction.
It is fine this morning. The wind does not blow. It is hot morning. Self-contradiction. All the human beings are born with loneliness. The creature has way of life of each by a kind of each. They usually prey in each territory and leave a descendant. The creature with the social nature is consigned various part-time jobs to each. And they leave a descendant in the society. The birth. The continuation of the kind. Death. It is the system of the creature on the earth. Nobody can change it. It is the tax that each was assigned to. Nobody can escape.
A human being is the basically same as other creatures, too. We are influenced by the system of the creature on the earth. And the human being is the creature which can recognize time. Time is absolute on the earth. In other words the human being is ruled over at time. Time rules all people on the earth thoroughly. Mind. The body. All. Time does not forgive them.
The human being cannot yet win a lonely fight with the system & time. All human beings cannot win the loneliness of one's life either.
The human being is a creature of the self-contradiction after all.
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