プリンス オブ オレンジ カルチャー スクールです。悩んだり、怒ったり、一人でイライラしたり、あとで考えると、どうでもいいような事で焦っていたり、ふと気が付くと、胸にポッカリ穴が開いたような空しさに泣けてきたりしますよね。何で生きているんだろう?私は誰なんだろう?短い人生ですよね。両腕を少し広げたくらいの一生で、もうどの位生きたのでしょう。今まで私は何をやってきたんだろう!皆答えを探しながら忙しく生きてきました。答えを出すと、また新しい問題が生じます。限りが無いのです。律儀に考えすぎず、少し立ち止まってご自分の時間を限りなくスローにしてみてはいかがですか?
9/27/2011
Small existence
It is clouded this morning. The wind does not blow. It is cool morning.
It sometimes sprinkles. An autumnal rain front goes south, and this district seems to clear today.
It is almost fall.
It was a comfortable season.
We have various problems. All people have them. They are not settled immediately. Rather we will have to continue having those parts until the last day.
We cannot give up problems.
Seasons are repeated every year. The problems are repeated every year, too. They are our lives itself.
Failure and the success are evaluated in afterworld. If there is afterworld.
The problems are only passage points of the big process. So that seasons rotate every year.
In other words it does not lead to the basic solution to the problems even if we are going to be settled at that point.
Our problems are parts of the working of the space basically.
The problems are beyond human wisdom.
We are small existence than we thought.
Nekogahora rues de Nagoya et Yokohama Atsugi promenade