プリンス オブ オレンジ カルチャー スクールです。悩んだり、怒ったり、一人でイライラしたり、あとで考えると、どうでもいいような事で焦っていたり、ふと気が付くと、胸にポッカリ穴が開いたような空しさに泣けてきたりしますよね。何で生きているんだろう?私は誰なんだろう?短い人生ですよね。両腕を少し広げたくらいの一生で、もうどの位生きたのでしょう。今まで私は何をやってきたんだろう!皆答えを探しながら忙しく生きてきました。答えを出すと、また新しい問題が生じます。限りが無いのです。律儀に考えすぎず、少し立ち止まってご自分の時間を限りなくスローにしてみてはいかがですか?
6/13/2012
The excursion
It is clouded today. Weak wind blows. It is a relatively cool day.
I went to the slightly remote home center after lunch by bicycle today. Because it is the river other side, there are ups and downs on the road. I always went by car, but was the feeling of the bicycle today.
The smell of grass of the dike.
Sounds to spread of the river.
The people who do sweetfish fishing.
I was on the way home and became some detours, but went to watch the rice field scenery along the river.
The rice-transplanting has been already over.
Waterfowls swim looking for bait elegantly in the rice field where they filled with water. There are the waterfowls which sleep with standing in a footpath between rice fields.
The frogs call competitively.
Water filled up flows through the irrigation canal along the rice field like a brick.
The group of migratory birds pecks bait in the field of the rice field side.
A black kite goes around the high place of the slightly cloudy weather sky.
I do not hear the real sound. However, I feel the sound. Passage of time goes without permission.
Is it the eternity in the dream?
Non-daily life in the daily life.
I might lose the crooked space then.
The excursion of the bicycle is mysterious.
Nekogahora rues de Nagoya et Yokohama Atsugi promenade