プリンス オブ オレンジ カルチャー スクールです。悩んだり、怒ったり、一人でイライラしたり、あとで考えると、どうでもいいような事で焦っていたり、ふと気が付くと、胸にポッカリ穴が開いたような空しさに泣けてきたりしますよね。何で生きているんだろう?私は誰なんだろう?短い人生ですよね。両腕を少し広げたくらいの一生で、もうどの位生きたのでしょう。今まで私は何をやってきたんだろう!皆答えを探しながら忙しく生きてきました。答えを出すと、また新しい問題が生じます。限りが無いのです。律儀に考えすぎず、少し立ち止まってご自分の時間を限りなくスローにしてみてはいかがですか?
6/04/2012
Tepid water
It is fine today. Strong wind sometimes blows. It is a relatively comfortable day.
I adopt jogging for the walk from the afternoon these days. The jogging at this age is quite dangerous. I may go ahead through the way to an auto-destruction.
"Nothing venture, nothing have."
When I take a walk, various thoughts rotate in a head. However, thoughts in the brain stop when I change it to jogging. I feel cardiac movement and the flow of blood, the pulse of muscles. Scenery flows, and time stops. I leave for the parallel world just to have given speed just a little.
I only live then.
I am one of the creatures inhabiting on the earth. And I entrust the next generation with dreams if life comes. It is easy with the life!
When physical strength runs out, a pleasant trip to the world is over. And my brain begins to take care about trifling matters. With great fatigue.
We soak in tepid water in life after all. I am losing sight of oneself original.
Nekogahora rues de Nagoya et Yokohama Atsugi promenade