プリンス オブ オレンジ カルチャー スクールです。悩んだり、怒ったり、一人でイライラしたり、あとで考えると、どうでもいいような事で焦っていたり、ふと気が付くと、胸にポッカリ穴が開いたような空しさに泣けてきたりしますよね。何で生きているんだろう?私は誰なんだろう?短い人生ですよね。両腕を少し広げたくらいの一生で、もうどの位生きたのでしょう。今まで私は何をやってきたんだろう!皆答えを探しながら忙しく生きてきました。答えを出すと、また新しい問題が生じます。限りが無いのです。律儀に考えすぎず、少し立ち止まってご自分の時間を限りなくスローにしてみてはいかがですか?
9/09/2012
in disappointment
It is fine today. Weak wind blows. It is a relatively hot day.
Human beings may be to be a weak animal.
I washed towelling blankets in the morning and drew off futon. And I washed the bath towels. The small garden of my house overflowed with laundry.
And it is lunch.
I lost temptation and have gone to family restaurant "COWBOY Kazoku".
There are abnormally many kinds of the food of the salad bar in there.
Various vegetables. Various fruit. Various soup. Various sweets. Various dressing. Spaghetti. Curry. Gratin. Rice. Three kinds of ice cream.
All are free.
I put all on the plates before main dish came.
I ordered steak & hamburger steak lowering Japanese radish source.
All the dishes which there was in front of me disappeared. In my stomach.
I have bought a strawberry cake on the way back in delicious patisserie.
It was the event that was sad for me.
I went home in disappointment and took a digestive medicine after having eaten a strawberry cake.
Today's supper makes somen.
I still eat!
Nekogahora rues de Nagoya et Yokohama Atsugi promenade