プリンス オブ オレンジ カルチャー スクールです。悩んだり、怒ったり、一人でイライラしたり、あとで考えると、どうでもいいような事で焦っていたり、ふと気が付くと、胸にポッカリ穴が開いたような空しさに泣けてきたりしますよね。何で生きているんだろう?私は誰なんだろう?短い人生ですよね。両腕を少し広げたくらいの一生で、もうどの位生きたのでしょう。今まで私は何をやってきたんだろう!皆答えを探しながら忙しく生きてきました。答えを出すと、また新しい問題が生じます。限りが無いのです。律儀に考えすぎず、少し立ち止まってご自分の時間を限りなくスローにしてみてはいかがですか?
5/05/2014
relaxed time!!
It is clouded this morning. The wind does not blow. It is a relatively warm day.
It is Children's Day today. And it is the beginning of summer on the calendar.
The season shifted to summer all too soon in Japan.
It sprinkled for a short time early in the morning in this district. In addition, there was the earthquake, too. This district is seismic intensity 4. My home shook plenty.
When I drove the western municipal road in Atsugi-shi in an early morning one week ago, a big female deer crossed in front of my car.
She was one size bigger than deer of Nara.
Why is there a big deer in such a residential area?
She was able to finish running in front of my car by a hairbreadth.
I have been crossed before in Hokuriku Expressway by a group of monkeys.
However, the visitor of such a big size is surprising!
The deer was considered to be an errand of God from ancient times in Japan. I hoped that some good thing happened all the time.
However, there is nothing.
She might feel today's earthquake beforehand.
Almost all events on the earth pass by our front. We recognize them, but are not related.
We may be missing in a sense of reality as the creature on the earth.
From when?
In a childhood?
That reminds me, in the days of a kindergarten, I discovered a big snake along the wall of the garden of the house. It was too big and did not see a head and a tail. On a concrete wall of around 2m, I saw she passed all the time.
I might be defeated by her when I went wrong!
Is the snake an incarnation of the devils?
I felt hungry soon.
On a holiday, relaxed time goes by!
Nekogahora rues de Nagoya et Yokohama Atsugi promenade